| In 1980 while
I was a personal success coach in San Francisco, one of my clients
brought me the first three volume set of ACIM as a gift. I looked
into these books and I said to myself "If I was to study these
books or this methodology, I would have to change everything I think,
feel and believe in my life. And why would I want to do that?"
I put the books aside, saying to myself "This is too much work
and revamping of my whole life." A few weeks later, I received
another set of the three volume ACIM set. I was very surprised to
receive a second set! I thought to myself that this had to be more
than a coincidence, it was a message. Somewhere in the back of my
mind, I knew I would become a real student and teacher of the Course.
I went on
to become a teacher, a seminar leader and a trainer, teaching
my own courses that I wrote for my business, which I named On
Purpose. In all the trainings I wrote, which today total 18, I
constantly referred to these ACIM books for quotes, ideas and
ways to help people process what they were going through. These
ACIM books became a reference library for me and I memorized many
of the quotes in the 1980's. Shortly after that I received a cassette
tape that I began to play and sing to, which was directed by ACIM
and written by Rabbi Nathan and Rabbi Joseph. I did not realize
that what I had memorized were in fact very deep passages of ACIM.
In 1989 I
moved to Sweden. At that time I had been working in my seminar
and coaching business for ten years in San Francisco; Vancouver,
Canada; Australia and Hawaii. Within a year's time, my husband
and I put on a peace conference of which he was a member of the
board that put on the conference in Gothenberg, Sweden. At the
end of this conference I had a great crisis in my life when my
husband told me that he had fallen in love with a younger woman
who was 25 years younger than us. I told my husband that that
couldn't possibly be true. One can't fall in love with one person
and then fall in love with another but I could not explain to
his satisfaction why this couldn't be true. In my desperation
I began to pray and said my prayer over and over all day long,
for God to send me a partner who wanted to align with me in my
purpose - to end separation and suffering. I thought to myself
that it could even be my present husband, but I had no idea who
this person would be. God sent me Mats Stjernkvist.
Mats came
into my life on the 31st day of my prayer which was the deadline
I had set for myself to have my answer given to me. He came to
my castle home in Sweden while my husband was out seeing his girlfriend
and it was the first day of one of my courses called The Art of
Surrender.
Mats had
the same experience I did- his wife had fallen in love with another
man at the same peace conference. He had the same intention and
desire as I- the pure peace of God. When Mats came into my life
he came carrying ACIM, saying he wanted to use these books to
free everyone and ourselves. And so, together, we became avid
students of ACIM. I channeled a powerful method that clears pain
and suffering and a chart which explains the clearing. After I
read ACIM I found that my channeled method and chart specifically
matched ACIM.
Now I would
say, 15 years later, for everything I think, do, feel and say
I automatically check myself to see if I am in line with ACIM
and if not, see what forgiveness can be given to increasingly
live and be in pure Truth.
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